I'm ready to combust

Look into my father's eyes, you'll see the hate I feel crawling down my back, that hate comes every day. What can you do? Why should you care? You don't and that's my point. Why should I even live, nobody even fucking cares. So honestly I don't care, I can live with nothing, watch me. I don't need anybody to love. I'm just trying to get by without completely combusting, will anybody saveme.